“I didn't fail the test, I just found 100 ways to do it wrong.” ― Benjamin Franklin
Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove allalong
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough foryou
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Nothing's gonna change the things
that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect ― Simple Plan-Perfect.
I should have realized from the beginning. Realize that what I'm doing this is wrong ― too casual, and dismissed my friends. I should have realized from the beginning. Aware of what the result of "too chill and always underestimate". Yes, it is true. Very true. Always felt regret at the end. Then, after regret, "why the hell did not I learn from the past?". Supposedly, I was aware of.. I realized that I was not a kid anymore. I've grown. Aware of the responsibility.
But, regretting that had elapsed was no use. All I can do now is, HOW TO FIX IT. The answer is one, that is, trying. But, I'm the type of person who "have not tried but was pessimistic", plus it's my nature is lazy. If so, how can I change?
I always thought that, "I need someone who motivates my life". Now, I think that this is wrong. Now, I should be able to motivate myself. I should be able to utilize time wisely. Must! Hopefully.
“There is only one thing that makes a dream impossible to achieve: the fear of failure.” ―
Paulo Coelho,
The Alchemist
“Just because you fail once doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything.” ― Marilyn Monroe
“All of old. Nothing else ever. Ever tried. Ever failed. No matter. Try again. Fail again. Fail better.”― Samuel Beckett, Worstward Ho
“You’re not obligated to win. You’re obligated to keep trying. To the best you can do everyday.” ― Jason Mraz
“If you fell down yesterday, stand up today.” ― H.G. Wells
I don’t care how hard this is, I don’t care how disappointed I am, I’m not going to let this get the best of me.