Kamis, 17 Oktober 2013 @ 02.57  0 stares
“I didn't fail the test, I just found 100 ways to do it wrong.”  Benjamin Franklin

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove allalong

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough foryou
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things
that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect                                                                                                                                    ― Simple Plan-Perfect.

I should have realized from the beginning. Realize that what I'm doing this is wrong too casual, and dismissed my friends. I should have realized from the beginning. Aware of what the result of  "too chill and always underestimate". Yes, it is true. Very true. Always felt regret at the end. Then, after regret, "why the hell did not I learn from the past?". Supposedly, I was aware of.. I realized that I was not a kid anymore. I've grown. Aware of the responsibility.
But, regretting that had elapsed was no use. All I can do now is, HOW TO FIX IT. The answer is one, that is, trying. But, I'm the type of person who "have not tried but was pessimistic", plus it's my nature is lazy. If so, how can I change?
I always thought that, "I need someone who motivates my life". Now, I think that this is wrong. Now, I should be able to motivate myself. I should be able to utilize time wisely. Must! Hopefully.

“There is only one thing that makes a dream impossible to achieve: the fear of failure.” ― Paulo Coelho, The Alchemist
“Just because you fail once doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything.”  Marilyn Monroe 
“All of old. Nothing else ever. Ever tried. Ever failed. No matter. Try again. Fail again. Fail better.” Samuel Beckett, Worstward Ho
“You’re not obligated to win. You’re obligated to keep trying. To the best you can do everyday.”  Jason Mraz 
“If you fell down yesterday, stand up today.”  H.G. Wells 


I don’t care how hard this is, I don’t care how disappointed I am, I’m not going to let this get the best of me.
Sabtu, 12 Oktober 2013 @ 20.51  0 stares
"Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage."  Lao Tzu
"We're born alone, we live alone, we die alone. Only through our love and friendship can we create the illusion for the moment that we're not alone." ― Orson Welles
"I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt only more love."  Mother Teresa
"One of the hardest things in life is having words in your heart that can't utter."  James Earl
"Every man is afraid of something. That's how you know he's in love with you; he is afraid of losing you."  
"It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone and a day to love someone - but it takes a lifetime to forget someone."
"For it was not into my ear you whospered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul." ― Judy Garland
"I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you simply, without problems or pride: I love you in this way because I do not know any other way of loving but this, in which there is no I or you, so intimate that your hand upon my chest in my hand, so intimate that when i fall asleep your eyes close." ― Pablo Neruda, 100 Love Sonnets 
“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up.” ― Neil Gaiman, The Sandman, Vol. 9: The Kindly Ones

“This life is what you make it. No matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they'll come and go too. And baby, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can't give up because if you give up, you'll never find your soulmate. You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don't, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about.” ― Marilyn Monroe

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